One of the things that keeps hurting about my friend breakup is that after 8 years, we’re not friends anymore and here I am devastated and there he is…not. I don’t know where he’s at really but if he was really upset much at all about it, we wouldn’t be in this situation. I don’t wish him ill feelings or anything it’s just…8 years of friendship, the last year and a half of which we were best friends and it’s just over and that’s okay with him. I miss him terribly and there’s not much I can do about it but if he missed me, he could do something. But here we are.